今天覺得非常的郁悶，人在最脆弱的時候往往是情緒波動最大的時候，總覺得自己在上海分外的孤單寂寞，每次一些小小的郁悶和悲傷都能夠讓我非常戀舊，非常想念北京和家里，本來自以為很堅強的自己不知道什么時候也開始變得有些多愁善感了。對北京和家里的思念一年來一直不斷，多次有回京的想法，可是對現在的工作還是有些不舍，而最不舍得是我有一個非常非常好的老板，很難講自己以后可以找到一個一樣nice的老板，but the feeling of loness has been frastrating me for a long time, I always have the feeling that I am just a visitor of this city, few friends, just come here spending some time for holiday.
Meantime, it seems that the longer I stay here, the more difficult I can leave, for the worst case that I have no choice but to stay here, I still need a reasonable reason to persuade myself. But for now, I have not found that reason yet. Actually, it is the reason that I do not think good enough at present.
Well, do be happy anytime is the dream I have been persuing from the very begining.
posted on 2007-06-30 19:25
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